The next conversation was had the following night after my father called me to tell me he was getting married in a month to the woman he had moved in with several weeks ago only a few bare months after divorcing my mother....he never even told us he was dating. It had been a stressful situation. But my younger sister and I tend to deal with stressful situations with a decent amount of grace most of the time. Our family has been through the wringer over the years, we've had to learn how to maintain a certain amount of class while restraining the urge to tear either our own hair out...or the hair of others...we learned very quickly how to forgive the most horrible of things. Dear Love, Thank you for everything you said last night. I think it definitely helped me when my father called me today. I doubt that was coincidence. Nothing is coincidence. Everything is perfect. I said what I said in order to get you through this day and see that things can always be this way. I don’t know if I would always want them to be this way. I simply mean in the way which you responded. Knowing and acknowledging the fact that there was no need to repress or withhold or deny any of the things which you were feeling made it easier did it not? Yes. That’s what it did exactly. Knowing that I could “freak out” if I wanted to meant that…I just didn’t feel the need. Knowing that I didn’t have to repress it meant that there was nothing at all to repress. I went instantly or almost instantly to a place of love. You never left that place. Even when you were upset with your father for springing this on you so suddenly and unexpectedly. You never left that place of love. You can be upset with someone and still love them. You do it all the time. Loving someone doesn’t mean that you never get on each other’s nerves sometimes or that you never have disagreements. Quite the opposite. I think you’ll find that when you love someone and acknowledge that love you find yourself getting frustrated with them in a way you don’t really with those you don’t acknowledge love for. You care, and therefore get frustrated. But we should love everyone. There is no should, you are free to feel how you will about those around you. But yes, I understand what you mean. You mean to say that you are one with everyone and therefore should love everyone. Yes. You are moving towards that place. But first you must learn to deal honestly and perfectly with those closest to you. You must learn how to love those your life has placed next to you as well as yourself before you can instantly feel that you, your friends, and your family are no more important to you than a stranger on the street or an individual you have never met on the other side of the world. I feel that I do care for everyone as one. Yes. But you accept that you have only just begun to learn to love. It is good that you are declaring this as you are….it moves you to mastery….that is good. But I know you understand that there is still work to be done. There is still thought involved, you’re still thinking too much. You must be. I know. I know you know. But still. You did well today. I’m proud of you. Thank you. That means a lot to you to have someone say that doesn’t it? Yes. It does. I feel like I haven’t had that said enough in my life. You realize this is where a lot of your issues may stem…the desire to make those around you proud. Yes. I don’t like to think about it too much. Because it hurts? When I said that your eyes teared for just an instant. But you did not cry. Why not? I don’t know, I just don’t cry that much. I feel it might be good for you to do that on occasion, there is a reason that you were given this ability. It is a release for you, for humans. It wouldn’t feel as painful if you allowed yourself that release far more often. So I should cry all the time? You know that’s not what I mean. You have this pride that you take in never crying. This pride in never expressing your pain, and so you build it up and keep it inside you. This is where shadow selves come from, a build up of unresolved, unexpressed darkness. If one allows thoughts and fears and darkness to pass through the mind without taking root then they have no power. It you do not acknowledge them they cannot be dispelled. You must be honest. You have done well in this area of self. You tend to be far more honest with yourself than most other humans. That makes me kind of sad. That I have so much work to do in this area and you say that. Live your life as an example, show them that there is nothing to be feared from honesty. There isn’t you know. Show them that they are the ones that give their own darkness power by fearing it and refusing to bring it into the light. It cannot continue when it is brought into the light. When you openly acknowledge the darkness and look at it in complete honesty, without judgment and condemnation then and only then can you dispel it. See it as a part of you and accept it….and slowly it will shrink as you continue over a period of time to not chose it. You have seen this. Yes. I did the reunification ceremony before I left for India. It worked instantly. I no longer felt divided into darkness and light. I felt complete. You realize why what you were doing was unhealthy? Yes. By diving myself into two parts, a self and a shadow self I was denying that my shadow self was indeed a part of my whole self. I made it into a separate entity…which doesn’t work…because there is no way, once you separate yourself into “good” and “bad” to rid yourself of this half of yourself…it is a part of you…I just gave it power. Yes. When you accepted that you and this other self were in fact not separate at all and were and always had been one…and that you always would be…what did you experience? I felt complete. I still do. I feel like a whole person again and no longer at such odds with myself. It’s not hard to understand after that why some people find it so easy to believe in a devil. They just create the devil within themselves and then blame it all….on that part of themselves. Yes. The devil is closely tied to guilt and shame as you were just realizing. These are very powerful forces, so powerful people find it easier to ignore them and repress them. It does not have to be this way. It never has to be this way. When you, Page, openly admit fault and apologize as you have done in the past. You show them a strength and a willingness that they don’t often see. It shows them how possible it is to be all right with making “mistakes” and that they should not be condemned, merely learned from and accepted as a part of the process. “mistakes” after all must be made in order for anything to happen….in this way there really are no such things as mistakes after all…merely the process. So keep doing what you do. Be an example, show them how to be all right with a life as an individual and as an accepted part of the “One”. You will do well. As you have said and said correctly, your masterpiece will simply be your life lived. That will be your gift to the world, yourself. That is what everyone should see as their gift…themselves….everyone must learn to see themselves as a gift. For they are all my gifts. To each other, to themselves, to the Universe, to me. I accept and love and embrace each and every one…for they are all me, they are all Love. I do love you, you know that. I do, and I love you too, we simply need to work on your ability to express that part of yourself, that part of yourself which is me, which is Love. That is the part of yourself you will need the most in the times ahead of you. I catch glimpses of those times ahead, they change. Everything has not yet been decided, right now is a time of shifting and of choice. All of you are deciding together which way you will do things. There isn’t really a “hard way” or an “easy way”…but in a certain sense some ways would be more difficult for this group of souls on Earth. I hope they don’t choose what they have chosen in the past. I pass no judgment on any of the choices before you as a collective, they are all perfect and will all lead you back to me, back to Love. But I understand, yes. It’s all right to feel sadness, even if you feel that you too should feel accepting of all these paths, it’s still all right to feel sadness, to feel anything you want in regards to what you see happening around you. I’ve seen you cry sometimes at a movie, not often but sometimes. This is the same thing in a way. It’s an illusion, a place to create and to experience. When you leave that movie, when you leave that theatre, you enter back into the true world, you enter back into my truth. When you are in the world of truth, and no longer immersed in the illusion…how can you judge, you cannot. You can only say…”that made me sad.” Or “that made me happy” or other such things. It’s all what you experience. “All the world is a play, and all the people actors in it” this is true….when you leave the stage, all you have is a detached observation on how you experienced it. There is nothing wrong with crying at a movie, of feeling sad because of your attachments to characters within it….there is nothing wrong with looking at the world you and your fellow human beings have created and feeling sadness over it. Because when we leave, it was just a show anyway. Still. You might as well make it a happy one? Yes? Well, I think it’s about time…haven’t we had enough of this?….how about making this illusion a happy one…it still represents some of that greater truth if we want it to. Exactly, if you can make anything you want…why make sadness? Why would you want to create sadness? You claim that’s not your desire. But I know you understand. Yes, there is a comfort that is found in pain and in sadness after dwelling and indulging in it for such a long time. Yes, and I see you understand at last why you have had certain experiences in your life. It was indeed so you could understand the place in which your humans now dwell…so you could understand how reluctant they will be to leave it. It is familiar to them….they will resist leaving at first, it has become comfortable. I do know that place, I remember. That does make sense, I understand completely. It was so hard to be happy…I didn’t know how, I mistrusted it, I didn’t believe it….it didn’t feel, well, it didn’t feel like depression…I wasn’t familiar with it. Do you remember how you finally got to that place where it was all right to be happy? I was searching my mind for something that someone did, someone that saved me…but I saved myself. I made a choice. I decided to be happy. You did, and it was one of the hardest choices you’ve ever made but you made it. You decided that you wanted to be happy, and you were. It wasn’t easy….but it was. Good, there’s that smile. I like to see you smile. I like to see you smile too. When do you see me smile? Everywhere, I think you’re always smiling at me, I just don’t look all the time. Like the white feathers, 11:11…it’s all you smiling…not even just that…everything is you smiling at me isn’t it? Yes. I’m always smiling. How could I not? It’s so beautiful. You’re all so beautiful. Thank you. You’re welcome. I know you still want me to talk about him…but I don’t know what to say really. Everything and nothing all at once? Yes. That’s it exactly. There aren’t really words for me are there? Not really….well, there are…but they don’t quite do the trick. That’s why you paint yes? Searching for better ways to say it? Always, it’s all about you. Always has been. Cute. Very cute….aren’t you going to ask me if he’s the one that you’re looking for? I was thinking about it but I’m not sure if I should You’re still not sure how much of what I say will come from “you” Yes…I don’t know if you’ll be able to tell me something that I don’t know But you do know. I don’t know if I know this…at least not consciously…. You know….you just haven’t made a decision. You can feel that there is knowledge and that there are things that are simply not “known” to you because you haven’t decided something yet. You understand? Yes, I know See? Oh hush. And don’t think it’s lost on me that Sophia and I seem to be in the same place on this sort of thing…this knowing and deciding and resisting the universe type thing… It’s all a lesson in me, in Love. In learning how far your own power really goes, she needs to have more faith in the Universe….I know it sounds funny considering the faith you have both demonstrated thus far…but still, you’ll both need more…yes. More. But where do my choices and yours…I get confused…. You will every time you try to separate us. You cannot ever separate us. Though you’ll all keep on trying. My will is yours, yes? Yes. What you want for you I want for you. But when other people are involved? When am I pushing something that they don’t chose onto them? How do I know that this goes against what they chose? You’ll know. The fact that you are so careful about this means that you’ll never do it. Everything is decided…you all communicate constantly on a level that you cannot even imagine in your current state. You are all constantly communicating and making decisions and agreements and then forgetting about them in order to gain what you desire from these agreements. You understand. Yes. But I get lost in technicalities. Don’t worry so much about the technicalities. Trust your intuition. If you feel that you have a connection with this individual I guarantee that there is a reason you feel that way. If that person does not recognize that connection, then there is a reason for that and it is all a part of your agreement. I had an agreement with Ned, yes? Yes, he played quite a role in your life. I’m thankful for that role. I know, and your gratitude and unconditional love for him is what you were to learn. There was more than that I know you realize…but that was one of the greatest lessons you learned. Unconditional love in truth. He hurt you more than any other individual. I mean this is an illusionary sense because as I know you understand, no one can truly be hurt. He agreed to cause you pain or to create the illusion of pain. As you agree, he did this well. Yes. It was almost unbearable. I know, but it was perfect, yes? Yes. You both did so well, I’m so proud of you both. Thank you. Good, tell me how you feel for him now. I love him. Not the way I used to though. I don’t feel like I have to be with him to love him. I still feel this connection with him that spans whatever physical distance is between us…I feel certain he feels that on some level too. But I don’t care anymore if he feels the same or if he thinks of me…I like to think he thinks of me sometimes and remembers the good times that we had…we had some beautiful times, some beautiful moments…but even if all he feels is bitterness and hatred and regret. I accept that. I love him and don’t feel hurt anymore by the fact he doesn’t feel the same. It just doesn’t touch me or move me the way it used to. I’ve accepted him completely and moved on. I would be open to communicating with him in the future….if he called me with a desire to reinstate contact I would be happy, perhaps even overjoyed…but I don’t feel strongly either way. I could get a call from him tonight where he says he loves me and wants me back, or that he hates me and never wants to speak to me again, or that he would like to be my friend, or I could never see or hear from him again….and it would make no difference on how I feel about him. I simply love and accept him and wish him all the best. There’s this peaceful feeling I get when I think about it. I remember the pain we felt with one another...but I don’t feel it, I just remember it…like an old wound long since healed. It’s like looking at a scar and not judging it as beautiful or ugly…it can be both, or neither…it’s simply a part of you…a mark that represents a lesson you learned or a moment in your life. And as you realize, there are many different kinds of scars. Some scars are from accidents, some are from clumsiness or carelessness, some from acts of selfishness or selflessness, some are from acts of hatred, others of fear or love. Scars come in many different ways, and yes. They simply become a part of us. Well said. The wounds they represent may have hurt, they may not have hurt at all…but they all healed. They will always heal. My father just called me to check if I was all right after hearing what he told me earlier. I felt moved to tell him that I was speaking with you. And what was his reaction? He took it completely in stride, there was a moment of surprise I think but then he immediately accepted it. He reminded me that he and my mother used to use the Quija board to contact an entity who identified itself as GEF…and that he had experiences he cannot explain…that he does believe he had a conversation with another entity, with someone who was not physically in that room with him. I had forgotten that, and if I remembered that that had happened to him I don’t know that I would have expected him to be that open about it, even though it was an experience he had. I gave you the perfect parents, the perfect people, the perfect environment and the perfect opportunities for what you have declared you with to create and experience in this life. This is only starting to become apparent to you but as time moves forward as you would have it…this will only become for clear and eventually you will take it for granted that everyone around you was placed there by me so that you could do exactly what you have told me you wish to. You and I and everyone are in constant communication, we are one being and we are never separate even though you forget. There will come a day when you will be able to move through your world and remember in every moment that you and I are one and that you and everyone else are one…that everything everywhere is one and that it is all perfectperfectperfect. Everything. It can be as soon or as far away as you wish. I want it to be soon. I desire that experience. I know that I will. So mote it be. That is our destination. One of many more to come. For there is no “end” it is as you say, “all about the process” Then it’s a good thing I love the process as much as I do. Don’t you see? I. Love. The Process. That entire sentence was a declaration of divine self. From the individual self you experience now, to the higher divine self you move towards everyday and forget in order to experience the I and rejoin the higher self Love…and then everything, the process…everything that is, was, shall be…the process of life and all that goes with it. Is that why I’m an artist? Because on some level I recognized that all along? You are all artists, you’re simply choosing to create in different ways. Haven’t you always smiled every time you see it written somewhere? God is an Artist? Yes. I see you’re ready to go there now? Love is God? Love is indeed God. What is it about saying the words that is so difficult for you? You knew even before writing who you would be speaking with. I’m glad I came despite my discomfort. As am I. We just have so much baggage around communion with God I guess…we all may say out loud that….no not everyone says that….nevermind….I guess I’ll just take it from my angle….I may say that everyone should commune with the Divine…but society and religion all instill in us this belief that God is giving us the silent treatment or something…that you’re sitting up there somewhere with your mouth firmly shut and if you ever open it it’s only to speak to specific individuals… If by specific individuals you mean everything, everyone, all the time…well, yes. Good, a smile. I really feel like we’re getting somewhere. No wait, there’s some doubt…well, it was nice while it lasted…good, another smile…talk to me. I love talking with you I just remembered… The world outside of this right here right now? The world where people will call you crazy if you share what just came out in the open…you feel your father was accepting of you speaking with an individual entity but he might not feel or react the same way if you allow it to come out that you’re speaking with God? Yes. I think that’s why I call you Love…because I understand that Love and God are synonymous…you told me that. That’s the other thing, you have been speaking with Neale and that’s where all of this started to become clear to me. I feel others will look at the things I’ve been reading and the ideas I’ve been exploring and say exactly what I recently said about another individual…that they are very open to suggestion and very disturbed. I just worry that this isn’t real, that this is just me, and I’m really all alone sitting at my computer talking to myself in a vain effort to make myself feel important or get attention or relieve my loneliness. That’s why I’m afraid to ask you questions that I don’t know the answers to…because I’m afraid if you don’t know what I don’t know…then it’s really just me sitting here. Just keep typing, good, just keep writing, I’m still here, I’m always here. Don’t forget that…no matter what you tell yourself sometimes…I’m always here. It’s okay to feel that way, as you say “that’s valid” it is valid. Don’t judge it. But when you feel that way don’t allow those fears to consume you or let them drown out my voice or stop you from speaking with me…you’ve allowed the outside world to prevent you from listening to me for far too long. You realize this on some level. You’ve been ignoring my voice, you heard it so clearly at times and just didn’t know what to do with what you were hearing, I understand. You were very young. Now you know. No matter what. Just keep going, just keep listening. I’m here and I’ve never been anywhere else but everywhere. The work that I have been doing with Neale serves a slightly different purpose than the work that I will be doing with you. There is no need for you to publish or ever share this with anyone if you do not feel comfortable doing that. You know your purpose. Neale has done very well, and I know you will too. Don’t feel afraid, do not fear me, do not fear this. You can share this with the world, you can continue speaking with me and never speak of it to a soul…or… I can do both? Yes. And that third choice is why I think you chose to call me Love, and you may continue to do so if you wish. I have many names, and I will have many more. One of these names is Love, and you may call me by any name that you wish. I would like to continue calling you Love if you don’t mind. I just told you that I didn’t. We have an agreement you and I. Another reason I came to you as I did in the dream we spoke of before. I came to you in a way you would be comfortable with. Some are prepared to see and speak with me as “God the Heavenly Father”…some are prepared to see angels and have visions…perhaps in time you will see such things….but you will know exactly what you should know…all is perfect. There is no one way to appear to anyone. I came to you in the best way I could…it certainly got your attention did it not? But it caused you no fear. You responded to me in that form which is what I desired. It is what we desired. Don’t think I missed that. The allusion to me desiring that form… I knew you wouldn’t…keeping it light remember? Re-member? Smart ass I’m shocked. No you aren’t. No, no I never am. For now let us just continue to speak like this. You may call me Love and there is no need for you to tell anyone that Love is synonymous with God…for on some level they all remember this…those who are prepared to hear that you are speaking with me will understand the meaning of conversations with Love. I am here to work with you on your specific purpose, your work. While I am happy that my work with Neale brought you here do you think I am surprised? Do you think that is coincidence? No, I tell you again, everything is perfect. We will proceed at exactly the speed you are comfortable with. Even if you never ask me something which you do not feel you ”know” the work we do together will be no less valid, I will keep telling you that until you listen. I will keep telling you everything over and over…always until you listen. I’m glad I can finally hear you. You always could…there is no way anyone can completely miss what I am saying…for I am everywhere all the time…Love is everywhere all the time…God is everywhere all the time…but it is lovely that you are in a place where you can sit down and speak with me this directly yes. It feels so right and natural. The only other conversations I’ve ever had which feel this perfect and this open and true and honest and beautiful are those I’ve had with Sophia. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ we spoke of a project that is not yet manifest and cannot at this time be made public, thanks for your understanding ^-^ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It is all right to disregard linear time on occasion…it isn’t always a requirement…it is often beneficial to step outside of it…so many of you feel things like fortune telling and the like are “sinful” it is really only a mild form of time travel…one must step outside of linear time in order to do these things…you did so often as a child without even realizing what you were doing…that too was condemned was it not? I didn’t understand, I’m still not sure if I understand completely. Some of the “lies” I told I felt compelled to tell…some of it was attention seeking…some of it was just downright not true…I’m not sure I understand what that part of my life was about. All will become clear in time…and there is nothing wrong with a child creating it’s own world. That is what you did, you understood on some level that that was what you were here to do, create a world…create this world….you tried to do that but those around you weren’t willing to enter into the world you were creating…they didn’t understand what you were trying to do, the powers that you were attempting to access….it was hard for you, yes? Yes. I tried to tell myself sometimes when I stepped outside that world and entered briefly into a place of linear time that I was just playing pretend…but playing pretend at 13? 14? I wasn’t a child! I wasn’t supposed to still be doing that! There is no supposed…and you were doing more than that…that is why you felt so compelled to continue…and had you not continued you would not have been given certain experiences in your life which are essential to the work we will be doing in this world. You would not be where you are now, talking to me and asking if the experiences you had were perfect. I wasn’t questioning you. You were, but don’t worry, there’s nothing wrong with questioning me…people do it all the time and there is nothing wrong with asking me questions…it basically like asking yourself questions…when we speak to one another and you ask me questions, when we have a conversation it is the thought process of God…it is God thinking, you and I right now are God thinking…and how could that be wrong…I don’t know about you but I might be worried if God stopped thinking….or would I? No…but you did get me to smile, which is what you were trying to do isn’t it? It was indeed. Tell me why it’s all right if God “stops thinking” Because it doesn’t matter, God would still be being. Which is the highest form of…I don’t know…I don’t have the right words for it… That’s all right, as long as we both know you understand on some level…you were looking for existence or something similar I believe but this is just for you and me, just for us…this is you and me being, you and me thinking…..as long as we feel each other and continue to communicate just like this everything is as it should be…and if we don’t? Everything is as it should be. Exactly. Have no fears. No you stopped and started talking to me in your head, there’s plenty of time for that later, for now lets keep in on the keyboard, lets keep it on paper. Because it looks so good on paper. Cute. But I promise it’ll hold in your head when that time approaches. For now we still have to do some work. You’re wondering if there is a reason I began speaking this directly when you became sick. To some degree yes. You are feeling slightly out of body and that makes it easier for me to bypass certain initial reactions…doubt…disbelief…You’ll be just fine…and everything is all right. You should sleep soon though. You’ll need to get through the week and you’ve got lots of work to do for all your classes. I know, I was just wondering if that’s the reason I got sick, to make this discussion easier… As I said…the out of body sensation makes it slightly easier for you to access me without questioning it and stopping your hands from hitting those keys. You’ll get better, just when you should get better…and then we’ll continue speaking and you will have gotten experience...it’ll come easier to you. I’m sorry you feel ill. It’s not even that bad, just strange…The soar throat and the cough are the only parts I’m not really pleased with. You know what I’m going to say.. Neither would be as bad if I didn’t smoke? But you’re just going to step right out and have one anyway...I don’t even need to ask. I know… You’ll stop when you feel strong enough, I know things have been hard this year. It’s been a very eventful year and it would be a lot for me to expect you to be a product of your society and this collective consciousness and to be able to enter into a year such as this one and deal with it in a completely healthy way. I’m glad you understand. You’ll have to learn though…. If I’m going to serve as an example…yes…I know… Why don’t you go have that delightful cancer stick of yours and get some rest now. You’re tired. We’ve made progress. That’s all I require tonight. That’s all we require tonight. We’ll speak some more soon, perhaps when you’re feeling a bit better. You’ve done well today. Very good. And I see you’ve also made another connection? Yes. The reason I’ve only ever felt this level of peace and comfort within a conversation with Sophia is because my relationship with her…and my relationship with the Seven is an expression of our relationship…a higher realization of us as one. Very good. All your relationships with each other are a realization of us…of Love…your relationship with the Seven will be the highest realization of us that will be experienced within this lifetime for you. You really do want to ask me if he’s the one you’re looking for don’t you…just like you really want to ask about the one Sophia is looking for…you want to ask so go ahead. I don’t know if I’m ready for that. You’re ready when you say you are. Fine, is he the one I'm looking for? He is if you have agreed that he is, you feel a connection with this individual…you also feel that this individual feels a connection with you…you’ve received proof that this is true…you know there is a connection…what more do you need? I want to know if he is the specific individual that I am searching for…. That hasn’t been decided yet. It is impossible for me to tell you that when you haven’t made that decision, either of you…you will know when it had been made you will know immediately. Just like Sophia will know when she finally makes her decision. I tell you once more, everything is perfect. Have no fear. The Seven will all come together perfectly at exactly the right time…you have all agreed. But wait, if we’ve all agreed then what’s the decision that hasn’t been made? I don’t understand. It doesn’t seem to make sense. Please recall that there are separate individualizations of me…it is all me….it is all Love…there are many different ways for me to answer you on the earthy plane. If you call I will answer….I will always find a way to answer because there are so many different ways that I can do so. The answer that you are looking for is yes or no…these are not the ways that I will give you the answer. Remember, you love the process…please see this as part of the process and remember to have faith in me for I will meet all your needs. Have no fear. All is perfect. You will know when you know. That is all. If you weren’t going to give me the answer you knew I was looking for then why did you have me ask? So you could have the experience. Now you do. You were afraid that when you asked me something you did not “know” that suddenly you would feel the lack of my presence, that your hands would stop moving and your mind would go blank, that you would not feel my words or my voice. I wanted to show you that that dos not happen. If you ask a question that cannot be answered in the moment that you ask it…that’s all right...you can ask as many questions as you want. Some I will answer, some I will not because we have an agreement. You wouldn’t want me to spoil your fun now would you? Just this morning Sophia was saying how it’s like a puzzle, I do think of it as a game sometimes…find the Seven… Now I tell you that cosmically, the Seven are found…they are what they are…the agreement is made and you needn’t fear…this is all an exercise in faith and in trust. Trust me. I will not spoil your fun, I will not foil what you have set out to do, to teach yourselves. Finding each other is a very important part, a good first step for all of you. It is something I will not interfere with. You will know when you know. Trust me. Okay. I accept that. Good, I’m glad. We are both ready to stop writing now yes? You can think of nothing else for now? No, it just kind of feels like it’s time to go…maybe it’s the call for nicotine...maybe something else Yes. Maybe something else… Well, anyway. Goodnight Love. Goodnight Page. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Once again I will remind you that certain words have been altered in order to protect certain projects and that all names have been changed. 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